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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Major_Character_Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Camp_Camp_(Web_Series)
  Relationship:
      David/Max_(Camp_Camp)
  Character:
      David_(Camp_Camp), Max_(Camp_Camp), Nurf_(Camp_Camp), Gwen_(Camp_Camp)
  Additional Tags:
      Implied/Referenced_Suicide, Out_of_Character, Dubious_Consent, Underage
      Rape/Non-con
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-10-04 Words: 1237
****** Not for Nothing ******
by maxvid_fan
Summary
     David comes to terms with his love for Max. He knows what he'll have
     to do, but he won't go without indulging in his desires.
Notes
     So, this is my first fic. I'm not 100% happy with how it turned out,
     but I think it went alright.
     The smutty stuff kind of fell short. I'm not that imaginative. I hope
     you'll enjoy it anyway.
     This fic was inspired by the rainbow anon on camp-maxvid's Tumblr. I
     just had to write it :)
See the end of the work for more notes
  This work was inspired by
      this_post by Rainbow Anon
It was a rainy Monday, the perfect day for Fishing Camp. Or so David thought.
Of course this was doomed from the start. None of the campers were actually
interested in sitting at the dock all day and waiting for fish to bite.
Especially because most of Lake Lilac's fish died after the "incident". Only
the counselors know what happened exactly, but Campbell forced them to sign a
Non disclosure agreement, so it remains a mystery.
"Come on! Just another hour! Believe me, if you wait just a little longer and a
fish bites you'll be amazed!", David pleaded with the annoyed campers.
"This is stupid! I don't want to spend the whole day sitting around and doing
nothing! Well... I do, but on my terms!", Max replied.
Nurf visibly bored, jumps up, throws his fishing rod to the side and shouts
"You don't want to sit around? That can be arranged!"
"Don't you dare!", Max screamed as Nurf picks him up. "Nurf! What are you
doing?" David shouts, but instead of responding, Nurf throws Max into the lake
like he's trying to skip rocks with him. David quickly jumps after Max and
fishes him out of the shallow water.
Max must have hit a few rocks as he's bleeding, but he's well enough to cough
out insults at Nurf. They were too weak for Nurf to hear them, but Max hoped it
was enough to cheer David up. Arriving back at shore David almost snapped.
Seeing Max like this was bad enough, but Nurf's pleased look was too much.
"That's it Nurf! I've had it with you today! Poor Max... what were you
thinking? I think we need to have a serious talk, young man!"
"Uhm, David? I think you should take care of Max first", Gwen chimed in. In his
anger, David was so focused on reprimanding Nurf that he lost focus on the
young boy shaking in his arms. "Oh, uhm. Gwen? Could you take care of Max
please. I-I think that would be better."
This whole situation had alarm bells ringing in David's head. He knew this
feeling all too well. Having Max so close to him wasn't smart. He was well
aware of that.
"Why? Don't worry David. I'll deal with Nurf. Plus you're soaking wet. Get some
fresh clothes so you don't catch a cold. I don't wanna have to deal with these
brats myself while you're sick."
David couldn't respond to that. She was right of course. So, with Max in his
arms he leaves. "This is exactly what I was afraid of", David mumbles to
himself as he's going for the couselors cabin. "What do you mean?", Max asks.
Shit! Caught up in his thoughts he forgot about Max again. "Oh, uh nothing!
Let's go pick up some fresh clothes for you as well."
He knew about his feelings for Max for a while now. He always told himself that
he could control it. But every time Max gets a little too close for comfort is
a reminder to David that no matter what, these feelings won't go away, it's
wrong, he shouldn't be here. He doesn't deserve to live if he has feelings like
that. For Max's sake.
Arriving at the couselors cabin, David lies Max on his bed. "Alright. Let's fix
you up!". With relative ease, David cleans Max's wounds. They were just
superficial. A lot of blood, but only a few cuts. Not too deep. "Great! Looks
like that's it. Go ahead and get changed. I'll be in the bathroom."
While changing clothes himself in the bathroom, David thought about his
feelings again. "This is it", "I can't do this anymore", "Poor Max. He doesn't
deserve this" all these thoughts flew around in his head. "Tonight! I'm going
to end it tonight. This needs to stop. I can't go on like this.", David told
himself with sudden determination. "Nobody will have to know why. Max won't
have to know. Everyone can go on with their lives.", David's rambling was
suddenly interrupted by a loud scream.
"Fuck! Shit! David! I think my arm's fucked up!". David charges out of the
bathroom. Like a cruel joke played by the universe, Max managed to get
undressed. But now that he was trying to put on his pants, his arm gave up on
him.
"Oh Gosh! Let me see your arm! I should have checked you more thoroughly."
"I hope it's not broken", Max said.
"This has to be a joke. I want to protect Max from me and this happens. I can't
take it anymo-", David thinks to himself
"Hey David?", David's thoughts get interrupted by Max.
"Yes, Max?"
"Could you at least help me put my pants on first?"
"Sure thing, Max!". David pulls Max's pants up to his thighs but keeps his
hands awkwardly between Max's legs and slowly begins putting pressure on him.
"Hey David?"
"Yes, Max?"
"What the fuck are you doing?"
"Oh! Sorry! I must have gotten carried away.", David says. But he doesn't stop.
"sighDavid! Wha-", David kisses Max and takes of his clothes.
"I'm sorry Max! I need this.", David takes some lube from his nightstand and
applies it to one of his fingers. Max's pants fall back down to the floor as
David lifts Max and positions him on the bed. Max moans as David slowly inserts
his finger. "Oh David!", Max screams. This sends David over the edge. David
pulls out his finger and moves on top of Max. He kisses Max's neck as he aligns
himself and pushes in. "Wow. Max is tight. Of course he is. I can't believe I'm
doing this. I wanted to avoid thi-", but Max's moans distract his train of
thought. David feels Max shake below him. He must be close, but so is he. David
moves his hand back between Max's legs and strokes. The boy, who is already
overstimulated let's out another loud moan. David can't hold himself back
anymore. With a final thrust he finishes inside of Max.
Silence... Only breathing can be heard for a few minutes.
David breaks the silence: "I'm so sorry about this, Max... Let me see your
arm". Max's laughter fills the room to Davids shock.
"My arm is fine you fucking idiot! I was just hoping I could make you bolt out
of the bathroom while you were getting dressed."
"Oh..."
"I love you, you moron! Can't you get a hint?"
"You're not making this any easier, Max. What I've done can't be excused.
Whether you love me or not.", David says. He knows Max must be trying to cope
with what had just happened. And even if he isn't, Max shouldn't feel this way
about him. Especially after what he's done.
"Yeah! It was pretty fucked up. I didn't think you'd have it in you.", Max lay
down on David's bed.
David got dressed and sat down on the bed to hand Max the blanket. "Go get some
rest", David gets up to leave.
"Hey! Don't leave! The least you could do is lie down with me".
"I've got nothing to lose anymore, do I?", David lies down next to Max. They
cuddle for a few minutes.
"Yeah, anyway, I didn't get a response yet"
"Response?"
"I said I love you!"
"I love you too, Max"
Max clung to David for a while longer before falling asleep.
He awoke to find David gone.
End Notes
     Ooo open ending :)
     Interpret this as you wish. Whether David actually committed suicide
     or not is up to you, but either way, it's a pretty dark fic in and of
     itself, so I didn't want to go too deeply into that aspect.
     I know this ending is a little sudden, but I'm kind of burned out.
     I'm not used to writing so much. I hope you enjoyed it anyway!
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